Krivichi Zoya Ivanovna
Memoirs ...
Their not styraet time, s derzhyt tenacious memory. Hotelos would all forget, but forget such a impossible. Never Forget Betrayal uchytelnytsы, which will be predostavyla on the exchange of labor lists svoyh uchenykov, and then, something was followed by эtym: ward polytsaya with povestkoy and warning against the obligatory yavke on Lvovskuyu area, where we sobraly and by topic as a cattle drove to the station. And this is there was no samыm strashnыm, self fearsome ozhydalo us forward.
15 May 1942 year in trademarks cars, where we could only prysest and at Volume, When somewhere LaGgEr: Does anyone prylech could not bыt and speech because of neymovernoy tesnotы, we uvozyly in Germaniya.
Pervaya stopping "trains uzhasov" has been in Poland, where hermanskoe Government "pozabotylos" at our hygiene. We were 14-16-year devochek, Partition donaha and podverhly sanytarnoy Processing and repeated the same procedure in эtu Hermanyy.
In the city of Magdeburg we got on the exchange of labor. So that the proyshodylo there napomynalo fair to kotoroy prodayut cattle. Yes, Actually, I speak for our of new hosts and we bыly beast, who prodavalsya or simply darylsya. And I do not know or has presented us buy cartridge-porohovoy factory in the city Shenebek, which will be become a place for us Happy New zhytelstva and work. Here we understood that the slaves and bыvayut raznыh varieties. Together with our factory, worked on a lot plennыh second nationalities, and its relations k That was entirely another. They worked in more than bezopasnыh shops, and terms of life compared with our bыly, you can say, "rayskymy." Well, we waited kolyuchaya wire and Camp, who nahodylsya the territory of the factory.
Every Saturday morning morning under usylennoy ohranoy us konvoyrovaly porohovoy shop in the factory, and day prevraschalsya in sploshnuyu carousel. Bыstroe movement of conveyor, Standing shout of protection and masters, smog from porohovoy pыly - all this is prevraschalo time in the flow of water, who do not ostanavlyvayas, lylsya our heads, interrupt thoughts and feelings. We do not uspevaly to think over postoyannoy opasnostyu explosion or inadvertent movement in uvechya on conveyor, only fatigue Standing here nedosыpanyya and nedoedanyya talked about himself. Neyzhladymo vrezalsya in memory of 1944 hours. At the factory sluchylos misfortune - as a result of explosion the lost four girl. Even at the cemetery for people nyzkoy rasы not nashlos of space, s buried in the tomb total. On more than melkye travmы we just obraschaly of attention - ozhohy hand and eye bыly delom obыdennыm.
Sometimes, sydya at the table during a holidays or the birth of someone from loved ones, suddenly nakatыvayutsya memories at that Ede, kotoroy Velykaya Germaniya potchyvala svoyh servant. Perhaps the nemetskye fermerы pigs fed more than kachestvennoy any thing, something we have.
Nemtsev defeat at the Battle of Stalingrad and under dalneyshee promotion Sovetskoe Army rolled borders Reich uhudshylo our position. And do this, without Cruiserweight terms of our existence in prevratylys nevыnosymыe. Neposylnыy dvenadtsatychasovoy-time, heinous meals, эlementarnoe sanytarnыh non-compliance with standards and proyzvodstvennыh shops factories skazalys on our health. Nemnohye from the those who passed SB mnoy CEI ad could pohvastatsya otmennыm healthy even in the age of dvadtsatyletnem.
Every durnoy when the dream-LaGgEr: Does anyone ends. Zakonchylsya and our nightmare in April 1945 year. We dismissed amerykanskaya Army, and I will never forget that zabotu, kotoruyu us okazalo the American komandovanye. But joy and okazalas kratkovremennoy. In May this year we handed Soviet authorities, and began a new nightmare. Doprosы in the KGB and in the outcome, "volchyy ticket." Strohoe warning at return of ban in Kiev. The choice of space beloved by poselenyya stokylometrovoy chertoy from the city. Here so we vstretyla Family.
In the fall of 1945 year, with bolshym difficulty, managed to turn me in Kiev. Only, something brought me this is the return: at parents propysatsya no graves on the job CAN ustroytsya not vvydu absence passport. Sort and there are people, but okazыvaetsya, no ego, and clean up your existence you need dokazыvat That was in the city prosecutor's office. A nekotoroe time succeeded Get me column: udostoverenye ëč ÷ íîńňč by up to six months.
Even mnohoe that the hranyt my memory, but, why, then, especially at Gorky vspomynat volume vstretyla us how our family. Razve at their Wole I got to work in katorzhnыy Germaniya or voluntarily, by then-What are the benefits materyalnыe, worked for Cartridge-porohovoy factory? For that the same I, and Such As I deserve prezrenye on the family?
And only in recent times we rolled relations has changed. All we, perenesshye unyzhenye, katorzhnыy labor and hunger - postradavshye instead yzmennyky Rodynы, k kotorыm us prychyslyaly.
