Korneychuk Taysyya Aleksandrovna
Child of War
Pain of loss and grief stradanyy vыlyvayutsya from the heart on paper.
War! Like a lot sudeb òû yzmenyla, how much grief òû everyone brought!
Father my - Alexander V. Grishin was a voennosluzhaschym, ofytserom tankovыh parts. Was attended in Finnish and Polish Campaign, voeval in Spain, for something was a nahrazhden dvumya orders Boevoho Krasny Banner. Vernulsya from the Spain when I was a kind of such month. Vstrechaly "yspantsev" how Gagarin. Predlozhyly choice for dear city. Thus we has moved to Kiev in Gorodok MILITARI in Svyatoshino. That was exactly sweat to again and Kiev. When we lived in Rovno, the Father, leaving the service, always preduprezhdal mother: "Do not go under oknamy (benderovtsы strelyaly)."
When nachalas War, That was me three and a half year, sestrenke - 1 hour and 5 months. Father ushel from the home for three days before the beginning of the war. More than the ego we are not seen. I ego not remember, so how in svoy 3.5 year rarely vydela ego. I know only one ego photos, kotoruyu brought back from the mame voenkomata (on rent with orders from Spain). When in 25 years I have been in relatives ottsa Bryanskoy in the field, gave me an ego druhuyu photos, but I have been able to learn ego.
Born 23 September 1937 I g (strashnыy stalynskyy h) mestechke Stary road Mynskoy area in voennom small towns. My mother, Nina Ivanovna Grishina, originally from the Belorusyy, has been in the Polish detdome in Bobruisk with two brothers. So that the Roots My russko-belorusskye and I married on ukrayntsem. My Parenting - proyzvodnoe Trejo Slavic peoples.
When announced the that the nachalas War, my mother decided to establish nemedlenno uehat with two detkamy, so how nemtsы families must voennosluzhascheho, Kommunist not pozhaluyut. Three days with samыmy neobhodymыmy in expensive veschamy sydely we Botanycheskom in the garden, where ozhydaly clean up your queue all эvakuyrovavshyesya. In Kiev lived very FAMILY Bolshaya, dalnye-dalnye relatives papynы, k kotorыm we always came to visit, when vыbyralys in Kiev. Mom asked, When with a neutron poehaly or Two dochery relatives - very heavy on the road with two women Maloletka (mame) nebolshoho rostochka, 23 years from family. And docherey would uvezla nemtsev here, and hey it would be lehche.
But not sohlasylys relatives, uh uhovaryvaya ostatsya them. And, of course the same, They suffered. Two docherey nemtsы rasstrelyaly, sыna uhnaly prynudytelnыe at work, and the remaining chlenы family always wrote in the biography that the bыly on okkupyrovannoy territory.
Mom also poehala in dalnye stranstvyya through Kharkov. In Kharkov zabolela sestrenka, and pryshlos uh ostavyt in hospital. A month mother vozvraschaetsya by neutrons, ostavyv me to train at popechenye эvakuyrovannыh. In Kharkov hey pomohaet find daughter Marshal Budennыy, daet car uspela When my mother, sister away from the Hospital, to train and have been able to catch up with Toth composition in Kotor has remained me.
Roads evacuation - a story Zelah tragedies and Insurance. Have reached at Stalingrad we rolled zyme 1941-1942 GG We settled in hozyayky. Again zabolela sestrenka and three day died from the bark. We slept with neutrons "jack" in one bed, so I koryu and not zabolela. The yard 40-hradusnыy frost. Funeral of man in such cold impossible. In one grave a set of three adults Different grave and scrolling - small hrobyk sisters.
Nemets podstupal k Stalingrad. Our "Journey", continued. Number of Stalingrad became otstupat Russkie SOLDIERS, holodnыe, cold, ustavshye. In hatы s not allowed. They sadylys under the hut, zasыpaly from fatigue ... and froze.
Our way lay through the Caspian Sea in Uzbekistan. Strashnaya picture landing parohodы. People obezumevshye from fear, fell into the water, pыtayas to get on the ladder parohod. Sweat Uzbekistan, Urgench g. Mom, are working not to war, in Urgench worked in raysobese. When we arrived in Urgench, we have waited "perish": "Your husband, Alexander V. Grishin, finger smertyu hrabrыh by Family 10 August 1941 year." This is That was somewhere under Malyn, Zhytomyr region. "Somewhere" - so how mohylы ottsa not. The beginning of war, uh vnezapnost, the first otstuplenyya - could, shorel in the tank. No one will answer. Of many years we with mom zanymalys эtym question, but ... Alas! Wrote Meresevu and in MILITARI archives.
So, I has remained with her mother twice, odny on belom light. As only dismissed Kiev in November 1943 year, to ensure the socio Talk of the Ministry of Ukraine we returned to Kiev in March 1944. Vozvraschalys not through Caspian Sea, and through TESK Kara-Kum, Kum-Kyzыl bus. Dolhye mesyatsы return of k ... went back sozhzhennomu ashes. MILITARI Town in Svyatoshino razbombyly, father perish, who rolled ydty who slope head? Some time in the distant relatives pozhyly. They lived on the street Solyanaya (parallel street. Artem) - svydetely terrible zverstva in Babem Yar. Good people helped us find a basement (9 m2) - formerly solyanoy composition in Kotor we lived with my mother 18 years to "hruschevskoy ottepely" and pervыh stroek residential homes.
18 years of life on sosedstvu with rat. In the basement Window That was in the land, and often from the boy mischief zabrasыvaly dohlыh rat k us fortochku (zanavesky on îêíå there was no five years after the war). Beside lived sosedka, which will be torhovala lard at the market, so the withdrawal of rat, to deal with them That was impossible. After moving to Darnitsa Already in the 60th Years, I often prosыpalas at night, so as a Quantity sleep vydela rat. Our cat every day brought us under the door zadushennuyu rat (bolshuyu, how svynya), and sweat through fortochku mother screaming neighbors, When helped us open the door.
When we lived in the basement, we tryzhdы obvorovыvaly, and although it vorovat That was nothing. Remember how I shla to school for next day, and instead platka mom me on the head zavyazala matrosskuyu sleeved blouse for sheyu.
As the family pohybsheho we vыdelyaly amerykanskuyu aid. From one coat coat pereshyly me (I been in 4-m class). As something, vozvraschayas DOMO (and we lived at the hem - vorovskoy area), I uslыshala that the mnoy by someone talking vprytыk. Perepuhannaya, send DOMO - mother posmotrela and coat on your back That was razrezano brytvoy.
These, seemed would be, "Melochi" otravlyaly bezradostnuyu our lives, and often we with mom, as a Two girlfriends, crying, Lezhe to bed. That was nekomu help. Rodnыh nykoho - no sisters, brothers us, us babushek, dedushek us, us Tete, dyadey us, only I and my mother (hey That was after the war okonchanyya 27 years). Marry and so she withdrew and lived not co mnoy to 81 year.
Lived very bedno. Mom HAVE 40 rubles 20 rubles salary and the pension for pohybsheho ottsa. Once a month she ezdyla receive as National Bank (in the street. Ynstytutskoy) the pension and brought ottuda necessarily 100 of "amateur" kolbasы (meat with streaks of fat) and zavarnoe pyrozhnoe by 22 kopecks. This is always was a holiday. How then, after the war we I send krasnuyu trydtsatyrublevku with a portrait of Lenin (3 rubles. Happy New money) and so bezhaly s mother, When no one otnyal. Zashly the market and bought frantsuzskuyu roll and 2 pieces of brown Sahara. It was a real feast.
In me there was no wintry shoes (this is somewhere in the 1946-1947 GG) or grandfather (dalnye Our relatives) has presented me bytыe Valenko size 39-40 on legs 8-year-old girl. When me vыzыvaly otvechat I sprыhyvala with podokonnyka and often tseplyayas foot for foot, letela on floor k Classified. And how much That was the pride, when somewhere in the 6 class sdelaly me at the factory prosthetic kozhanыe modelnыe shoes. I odela s on эkzamen and geography uchytelnytsa say, "Tasia, no creaking, and we are so visible, that the òåáÿ in New Projects and krasyvыe shoes."
After the war, Rather, it is from the return of evacuation, I'm sick malyaryey three years to 18 years in clinical sostoyala lehochnom accounting. Zhyvya in the basement, poteryala of view, but refused to draw 18 years ynvalydnost of view.
Brothers mamynы the lost in Belarus. We lived with her mother twice. Only after moeho zamuzhestva us razыskaly papynы brother and sister (20 years) from the Bryansk. They dolhoe time lived in dugouts (partyzanskyy edge).
I been a student well. He graduated from the Kiev Institute lehkoy industry. Vыrastyla sыna and daughter. In me troe grandchildren.
If would not perestroika, which will be Svelo to "no" all the way poslevoennoy life and labor - and we, pensyonerы, okazalys "in razbytoho korыta" damaging and morally unychtozhennыe ...
I remember as a school for admission in pyonerы handed me tie - as dochery pohybsheho and better student. Was a pink tie, satynovыy, and I keep the ego to 14 years, has not yet entered the Komsomol. And in children, ottsы kotorыh returned with even ynvalydamy Front, ties bыly shelkovыe. I am at Tacoma not even dreamed. When My Parenting acted in pyonerы I pokupala everyone im am shelkovыe ties.
And yet Multiplying - by fyzkulture I sydela always on Bench (as a "spare" in football), so how in me there was no trousers. With pleasure Somehow I climbed the rope in the 10 class, when in mamы appeared me buy a wide trousers.
After the war entered the school. Umela read and write (in the evacuation of an engineer from the from drawing me nauchyl read in the newspapers napechatannomu Gimn Soviet Union). That was at school in the winter cold, and we razreshaly in queue and inserts during a lesson tyhonko, No One Mesha prytoptыvat feet pыtayas s warmed up. Or Such a эpyzod - tables in class bыly and stulev was not. Each brought a stool from the home. We with mum nykakoy furniture was not. Odny neighbors has presented Two back from the bed, others - TsAGI, instead of a mattress set boxes. Dalnye relatives gave us a stool. In the courtyard stood trenozhka in kotoruyu vstavlyalas bowl, and nemtsы mыly lytso and hands. So here we эtu trenozhku s mother prysposobyly эtazherku how to books. In school I sydela on îêíå (on podokonnyke), so how we have not yet been some extra chairs.
Remember how uchytelnytsa pervыh of four classes daily razdavala us holodnыm Children of, bagels and sugar. Yschezal necessarily a donut or two, the most holodnыe uhytryalys spryatat in arms, When Get second. And sugar we HAVE to konchyke scaling directly in the mouth.
Portfolio tetradey virtually in me there was no to the 8-th class. We wrote to zheltoy paper (in kotoruyu to mail zavorachyvayut posыlky). Instead we have black bands rezynovыe cork from the BOTTLES and grated mistakes, wipe paper or tetrad to hole.
All this is That was, and topics pryyatnee soznavat that in эtyh difficulty we vыrosly, vыuchylys, and have achieved a lot in veryly svetloe future.
And now we, "Parenting war" is not earned in the state nykakyh Lgota from our childhood and our tyazheluyu Yunost and bezradostnuyu age.












